What does it mean?(Ni)

[aipsylon]

Gadeon gave a little frown as he listened to what she was saying. He knew he was not the kind to inspire others really, he felt darkness everywhere he looked he searched for allies that could match the position of his enemies and could find none in position. "Ni, I have traveled with you for a long time, and I have seen what he saw in you. He died as a result of something he did to benefit you then how can you simply accept that you are not worth what he chose to give up. Ni, this is an opportunity to do him proud, to be the person he knew you to be. " He took in a deep breath and closed his eyes.

"Ni, you said twice I was different, I do not think that you really should think that. I am a person just like anyone else you say you don't think. I see why you think that, but you said yourself what you think the difference is. We are all people just doing the best that we can. That is what you need to be, the best person that you can be. I gave a suggestion, but only you can decide what is best for you. I know from how you have acted that you do not think that what you are now is the best that you can be you know you are settling."

A few blinks as his eyes opened and he looked to Ni. "Your master sacrificed for you, do not leave behind that sacrifice."